Just when I thought I was actually late(CD36, normally max CD33) getting sore boobs late in my cycle, getting nausea, JUST took a test and when I wiped there was blood before the pee could even cross the window completely. I'd just started picturing the 3rd baby I thought was there and now nothing. I'm actually in tears. 16 months! Nothing. I've been on TTC journeys for more then double this, so I don't test unless I really think I am. Was obviously wrong.