Postpartum body

Is it just me or did anyone else not snap back after pregnancy? Before I got pregnant I had the perfect body. The perfect boobs, a flat stomach, curves, a nice booty. & now I have a stomach pouch with stretch marks that will not go away, very saggy boobs and ugly areoles from breastfeeding, & this is only my first child. Like I feel so sick with myself, it makes me never want to get pregnant again! And my man tried to make me feel better and he still loves to have sex with me, but I just can't help but hate my body. Like I want to get plastic surgery done so bad but my boyfriend really doesn't want me to.