I consider myself poor. I have 5 kids plus my 4 step kids so in all a family of 11. We tAke care off all of them to the best of our ability but here for the past 7-8 months since covid-19, my family has fallen short. My husband and I lost our job. So NO money coming in. In this process I have fallen into the deepest depression I think I have ever been in my life. So deep I can not seem to get myself out. Im so deep, no matter how hard I try and try and try and try I can't seem to shake it. I don't have money for a doctor, or meds.. I don't know how I'm gonna pay out next month rent or car note, kids have food tho... I'm keeping my faith that god is gonna bless me with another day to make it up to my family.