super turned off after having an orgasm

emma

i have no idea if this is normal or not but once i orgasm i get super turned off and then feel ashamed for some reason

i’m 15 and still a virgin and started masterbating at like 7 or 8 and once i’ve orgasmed i can’t go any longer i don’t know if this is normal or not

what im scared that once i lose my virginity i won’t be able to go any longer after i orgasm once and i always try to have multiple orgasms but i can’t

any ideas why? is this normal?