I’m done trying. I feel so broken so mad. I got faint positives this weekend and now my test are negative. I just got blood test to make sure won’t get my results till tomorrow but when I left the hospital I balled in my car and screamed because I’m so mad at my body. I feel nothing but anger. I just want to hermit in my room. I’m so sick of family asking for grand babies our daughter begging for a sibling people around me getting pregnant and not being over the moon about it I just am so mad right now. Two fking years.