I was hospitalized with my first baby at 25 weeks until 34 weeks 5 days until I had her. I had alot of issues including preeclampsia and a low lying placenta with very bad bleeding. Well I'm 12 weeks 3 days pregnant with our second baby and my blood pressure is high and my hands are swelling. My doctor put my on blood pressure medication with a baby aspirin every day and I'm currently doing a 24 hour urine collection. I just feel so scared and anxious. I had a very depressing first pregnancy and I wanted to have a little bit of normalcy with this pregnancy and I feel like that's not going to happen and it makes me so sad.