Obgyn or cnm

I’m in school and for awhile I have battled with going to school for nursing then furthering my career to a Certified nurse midwife or being an obgyn. I would love to be an obgyn but medical school 😭😭lol i’m sure it would definitely be worth it. Any cnms here? Or did anyone use a cnm for their pregnancy how was it what did her/his job consist of? Posting this in health and lifestyle because I feel like a lot of moms are in here! Hope that doesn’t bother anyone!💞