Today I'm feeling so bad and I have so afraid from myself.

Last night I just found my self laying in bed with my baby in brest( she sleeps in her bed close to my bed). I never feed her lying in bad because I know it is dangerous and last night I don't remember anything just found my self breastfeeding her in that position.

What is happening to my, I'm feeling terrible, what kind of mum am I, how can do such a dengerous thing. Usually I'm so careful 😢😢

Has anyone experienced something similar 😢