I'm still with him

Soo I had an post about 2 months ago with me being in an 7 yr relationships but cheating with someone did 3 months which is still my current boyfriend and I was pregnant by my boyfriend I was 4 weeks I had an misscarrage but now I'm 2 days late now. My other boyfriend knew about the pregnancy and didn't even question if it was his. My boyfriend I live with was happy but it was weird because it wasn't his and I wasn't going to tell him. And now I'm not going to tell him its not his I'm 32 his way older than me. We don't have sex like that and I Mark on my calender which one I have sex with. I can't leave the other guy alone. And he's crazy about me. Has anyone been through anything like this?

-This is true I tried to stop dealing with him but gets upset when I don't see him when im suppose to and we don't have sex enough he gets mad and we argue. Sometimes I think he might act stupid with me but I know he loves me.. I know he does. I'm assuming my boyfriend of 7 yrs do know I'm cheating. I know this is wrong and also my side boyfriend don't care at all about my other boyfriend as he shouldn't. I do love them both that's what makes it so hard😢😢

😐UPDATE😐 IM ALSO WITH MY BOYFREND NEPHEW I been having sex with him since last summer he lives down the street from me.. He's 30yrs old.. I have an good time with him we always laugh all the time but we do have good sex too..

idk my boyfriend cheated on me so bad and I use to take it and never left him and I would argue with him and he would continue to lie and cheat on me still. And one day I decided to cheat myself and I did but I didn't mean for it to get this far and this out of control. It's like I like it and then I don't.. I can't say no when I talk to my side dude or the nephew like I like doing them I know it's crazy I do but it's so different for me that I been doing this so long I can't stop it.

- I'm not pregnant I'm on birth control...

I'm still with all my men. And I plan on keeping it this way