Need to just rant *EDITED**

My boyfriend and I been dating for 3 years and well he no longer wants to have sex with me ... he. Said the reason is he wants my vagina to heal... for that reason is almost every time we have sex it’s either. I bleed or brown discharge I told him I’m sorry I can’t help it. I told him the brown discharge is either my vagina is cleaning it self out or ima be getting a period... which lead to him to watch porn Bc he don’t want to hurt me and also he doesn’t want to cause me to bleed last time we had sex was lil over a week now and I had got off a period 2-3 days later we had sex and I wasn’t enjoying it I just didn’t want it and I seen on his face the disappointment so he finished his nut and went to play the game ... he looks back at the chances we could have a baby that’s what he really wants I’m irregular since I was 16 and my mom put me on nexplanon never had a period when I was on it that now it looks like my period wants to come back to normal I’ve gained over 100 lbs ... Ik we shouldn’t blame my mom for me to be irregular but I didn’t have a say so at the time ... honestly idk what to do....

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When I bleed it’s more of he probably hitting my cervix I been had a doctors appointment at the end of this month to do the women exam I will be talking to my new doctor about why I’m bleeding almost every time I have sex. I Should been more clearer about the brown “discharge”... I only get it if I’m about to get a period idk why I called it discharge , I always said it so it like a thing wrong be saying but yes like the lady said in the comment brown blood.