This growth spurt is kicking my butt. Baby is sooo fussy, cluster feeding like crazy, and won’t go to sleep. I’m so tired and I’m finding myself getting so frustrated mentally with him, which I know is unreasonable because he’s a baby. I know it will only last a couple of days but it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. It’s almost 2 am where I live and I feel like I won’t get any sleep. Last night he was up eating until 1:15 am. I’m grateful for a healthy growing baby but I’m ready for him to be a little older. This newborn phase is way harder than I ever thought it would be. I feel like a failure for struggling so much with being a mom. It seems like my other friends who are new moms are doing so well and loving it so much.