I have been on various anti depressants for over a decade at this point. It's not new to me. But Im on lexapro currently and this has worked for me. But It feels like I have these low-lows every now and then where my confidence plumets and I don't feel worthy, loved, noticed, and I have no patience for people. Everything feels heavy. I feel exhausted. I just want to close my eyes until it over. Is it normal to have occasional deep bouts of depression when you're on anti depressants, or have a depressive disorder in general? Is this just how I'll be for the rest of my life?