Hating pregnancy 🤢😭

I’m still early in my pregnancy and I’m hoping it gets better but I honest HATE being pregnant so far. I’m trying so hard to enjoy it but it’s so hard when I’m nauseous all the time, every smell makes my stomach turn, I’m grumpy, and I want to sleep all the time. I’m a CNA and I work my butt off I love my residents but I am exhausted. Currently by myself at home husband had to go home as a family member just passed and I was in the same boat a month ago. Just so tough right now and I needed to vent I suppose. I pray I start to love this journey soon. Hopefully by our first ultrasound which isn’t until my first trimester is over.