9 months Wasted

He's calls me names. Talks to me in a condescending manner. Thinks he's above. Doesn't give a damn about my kid. Doesn't give a shit about my feelings. Got mad I asked him if he was admitting to being with someone else. And I basically been fighting to hang onto trash. I'm pissed at myself for letting it get this far. He has a few kids of his own different women and I accepted him but he's a jerk. I lowered my standards for someone who's not even physically attractive to me and all for nothing. Might as well have gone for looks. I'm angry and sad and disappointed. He's a piece of shit. I give up on men.