Well af decided to show up today. I don't get it, every cycle it seems like my period arrives earlier and earlier. Me and my So have been trying for 8 months now and nothing. I wanna give up but I still try to have hope every month but I'm always getting let down. Maybe this is a sign that it's just not meant to be. I feel guilty because I have a 2 year old son that I love and I'm so grateful for him but a piece of me won't be whole until I can have my little girl. I feel guilty for feeling like this 😔