TTC venting session/Infertility/PCOS

Hey y’all I’m just feeling very discouraged. I have PCOS. I’ve been trying all year to conceive again after my miscarriage in January (natural pregnancy, no fertility drugs yet). I was diagnosed with PCOS this summer and since then I’ve been very depressed with this chronic illness and not being able to conceive again. I’ve tried clomid, I’m on my 4th round. Upped the dose to 100mg and have been tracking my fertility with opk. The test recognized a rise in my estrogen so I’m BD all week this week but it’s so hard to keep trying every month & failing to get pregnant. Especially with everyone around me getting pregnant. I think after this month I’m going to stop trying. I know I’m not the only one who feels this so I’m just looking for some support and king words. Thank you. 🥺