Month 10 and still nothing 😥

Took me over a year to fall pregnant with my 2nd and had 2 miscarriages before.

Dreading the same thing happening again.

Spoke to my gp today, she thinks I'm not ovulating as I haven't had a period in 3 months.

She referred me to a fertility clinic as in the uk gp's can't prescribe anything, but i'm not sure they will even do anything as I have 2 kids already. We really want to try for a girl but I feel it's just not going to happen.