I feel terrible about this, but sometimes I get these sudden feelings that my pregnancy is “bad”. Not that my baby is bad, but just like a dooming feeling maybe? Almost like I’m bad for being pregnant. I usually get them at night when I’m getting ready for sleep. Today I felt and saw her kick, and it just made me feel this and that I am not good enough to have this baby. I’m so excited about her, but I’m scared when she’s here I will have bad feelings then and what if they’re towards her? I’ve dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts in the past, and I’ve felt such relief from it since I’ve been pregnant, but I’m scared this means it will come back and I feel like a horrible person for them. Has anyone else experienced feelings like this during pregnancy? Did it go away or get worse when you had your baby?