Soooo recently broke up with a co-worker who I literally work with every single day. Probably the worst situation I could of put myself in butttt I’m a fuckin idiot. ANYWAYS we where still Facebook friends and I’m TRYING to be cordial with him when we’re near eachother and I’m always professional at work but I very much so have an ass load of leftover feelings and I mean it’s still very fresh and I did really care about him definitely more then he cared about me but I know he’d take it super personally if I just took him off Facebook without saying anything but he posted this song about running away with a girl and I just was like hit with a wave of “are you fucking serious” emotions and I just know having him on Facebook isn’t good for my mental health and my trying to get over him process. Expcially considering I already have to see him every day all day at work basically. Long story short I sent him a message explaining that I’m just notttt at the being friends point and I just no longer wanted to be friends with him on social media because I know I wouldn’t be able to stop looking at his post and since we don’t have alot of social distance between us I just can’t see the crap he post on Facebook all together and not feel some type of attacked by it. I know it’s wildly immature and that he’s probably right to not want to be with me long terms considering I’m like a fucking emotional wreck after not that long of actual dating which is sooo crazy to me because I’ve never felt this much emotion towards a guy I’ve stoped seeing. I guess I maybe just really miss the friendship we had before we started dating and just feel like I’m not wanted by someone I really want in my life. I keep telling myself that I’m good and over it and stupid for even falling for him so it’s pointless being upset, but I just can’t shake it or just not as quickly as I need to or would prefer to. 🤦🏽‍♀️