I'm just feeling so empty... I should be 15 weeks this Thursday. I had a missed miscarriage and my sweet baby stopped growing at 9 weeks. I never got to hear their heartbeat. I want more than anything to still be pregnant... I miss the nausea, the constant vomiting, the sore boobs, food aversions, the mood swings, everything... I miss knowing that my baby is growing safely inside me. I miss feeling my bump grow. I miss everything I know I'm missing out on now that I lost them...