I just need to vent ladies my fiancé and I have been trying for 2 years now. I’ve had 2 confirmed losses. We have both been checked out and told everything looks great for a healthy couple trying. I just feel so defeated. Like the one thing my body is suppose to be able to do it isn’t. I never knew how much pain could come from trying and even more from losing a baby. I went through a low in my life and attempted suicide and I feel like the loss of my baby was so much harder for me even then that. I just feel like I am just completely frustrated. I don’t want to stop trying for our baby. I just needed for vent of how hard ttc has been for me. Maybe something good will come this month I am 4 days from ovulation who knows. Thank you for reading ladies