I never knew how much anxiety goes into TTC. I mean really. This app has taught me A LOT, but it is also kind of scaring me reading about everyone’s journey. And the thought of getting a BFP makes me a little more nervous as to the possibility of a chemical pregnancy, etc. That explosive, excited reaction I always imagined myself having feels like it’ll never happen now. And it sucks. Especially with how things are going in the world today. Sometimes I question God if I’m really meant to bring a human into this mess...

Praying for clarity, strength and hope against this fear.