My first is 1 and im still expecting with the 2nd. The dad isnt crap. He smokes n drinks.( all this unveiled over time) I talked to him and idk if its not getting thru but i cant wait on him.

I need my own place and i was doing all that b4 i got pregnant. I used contraceptives tgey failed so here i am.

I just feel its going to be unimaginably hard. I dont know how ill work with 2 kids...lack of sleep. But my home environment is toxic so i cant stay here.

Already applied for sect 8 that takes forever.

Just dont kniw what to do.