19 weeks and not feeling right.
Emotionally I'm not me.
I feel bland to everything, I randomly get anxious for no reason.
Ive constantly battled with anxiety, somehow get a hold on it then months later it's back and 10x worse.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm worried that when I have this baby il be at breaking point, I've already tried discussing home births with my husband because I'm worrying.
It's hard because I feel like I can't talk to doctors etc about it as I have kids and I don't want to seem like I'm a danger to them by expressing this?