My bf tried to teach me in his suburban neighborhood (there were no other cars around) and I did ok but I’m still terrified of being on a busy street or highway or something. That’s why I don’t have my license, I’m just scared to have to drive. I’ve seen bad accidents and I’m afraid I might not think quick enough or mess up. It sucks because I want a car. I’m tired of blowing money on ubers and lyfts or having to get driven places. I feel like a charity case being that I don’t have a license and have to rely on others. But I’m just scared to get into a wreck or of people yelling at me if I’m not that good at driving (road rage). Sounds pathetic, I know. Idk if it has something to do with my PTSD or not bc it didn’t stem from a car accident but I almost hyperventilated when my bf tried to get me to drive out of his neighborhood. I refused to and drove back. he doesn’t seem to get how scared i am.