Lately I feel very alone. I have no friends or family to talk to cause they just invalidate my feelings or they are just dealing with bigger issues. No one really talks to me or checks up on me. Like I got into a huge fight with my mom the other day and no one has came up to me to see how I was doing. I ended up self harming again. I bang my wrist on hard edges. My mom thought I was just hitting the wall and yelled at me for that. I tried cutting myself but I only have safety scissors in my room. The day after the fight I didn’t talk or even look at them. And today I haven’t even left my room. They know I’m starving myself too and they don’t even care. It hurts cause I can hear them laughing and joking around upstairs while I’m crying my eyes out trying to talk myself out of not killing myself. :