After 10 months of trying and trying last night I told myself while praying this was my last time trying. That if I wasn’t pregnant this month I was giving up. During this I had no clue my youngest (2) was listening, he told me mommy it’s ok not to have a brother or sister that he can play with! Y’all I broke down even more. My oldest (11) is special needs autistic nonverbal my two year old wants nothing more to play with his big brother but can’t understand why he won’t play with him so my youngest gets sad a lot. I wanted a 3rd child close to his age so he could have that play brother or sister. Today I got a test just bc knowing my period was 2 days away and for sure it would be negative. But I got a surprise of a lifetime instead 😊 here’s to hoping my rainbow baby sticks ♥️