I hate PCOS

I’m just in my feelings.... my hubby and I have been TTC for almost 3 years now...I was diagnosed with PCOS 2 years ago. It’s hard to lose weight.... it’s hard to stay consistent with different things to help with so much going on. I have 1 daughter and he has 1 daughter.... while it is amazing with our girls...we want children together. I just wish our insurance covered infertility treatments. Smdh. I wish I could ovulate on my own. I wish I wasn’t so emotional every time AF shows up. I wish I was fertile. I just wanna have babies without the meds and stuff. Just as natural as my first. I wish all the pcos would just disappear or that there was an actual cure for it. Just wishful thinking and in my feelings.