Someone lift my spirits....

My husband and I have two children.... 6 and 4...for the last three years we have been trying to have another.... 3 Halloween’s ago I had a miscarriage, I got pregnant right away and then miscarried. We tried to get pregnant again afterward with no such luck.... we stopped for a few months just for my mental health and tried again..... and here we are.... my periods are regular and just about on time every month except maybe a few days late here and there. I just went to my OB and he suggested I see a fertility specialist, after crying coming to the realization I needed to, my appointment was made for December 23. In the mean time he told me to get the ovulation tests, so I did and according to the three apps I use I should have ovulated (one app said two days ago, one said yesterday, and one said today)..... every ovulation test everyday has been negative 😞 which I guess would make sense because we have been trying pretty hard the last few months and I couldn’t figure out why I wasn’t getting pregnant. I guess my question is or questions.... is why am I not ovulating? Why is everything else normal, like my period if I’m not ovulating? What happens now if I’m not ovulating? I did get pregnant (i thought) pretty easy with my first two children, we did have to terminate a pregnancy recommended by the doctors in between those two pregnancies which was an awful experience in itself, but I never thought or realized that I would have a hard time getting pregnant. It’s really beating down on me mentally. I guess I just need more information, more positive information, I’m tired of crying and tired of getting my period every month. If anyone has positive information or personal stories please share, I’m trying to hang in there but doing this whole ovulation test just seemed to make it more real that the problem is me and now I have to face a fertility specialist.

By the way I have tried taking the fertility supplements and different supplements for the past few months that I have researched helped....

Thanks everyone