Today is a horrible day. I am supposed to be doing outside maternity pictures even though it is freezing out . I don’t feel pretty or sexy I feel HUGE swollen and just bad about myself. My weight is above 200 and today I got the shirt in the mail for the maternity shot a 1x and I couldn’t fit it. I instantly began 😢 crying. Not just over the shirt but I feel ugly fat and unattractive on top of the other stress my job my husband life ect. I am 8 months pregnant and to be honest I don’t feel pretty enough to do a maternity shoot. I just keep crying 😢