So overwhelmed I am overdue and only 1cm

I want to break down and cry. I’ve been 1cm dilated for weeks and had three membrane sweeps. I’m 40+3. I don’t understand. I’ve been getting contractions, cramping and discharge for a couple of weeks. I was sure I’d be more dilated. I’m scheduled for induction this Sunday. I’m terrified of getting induced. I know it’s not my fault but it feels like my body is letting everyone down..I get asked constantly when is the baby here