90s My dad was an alcoholic he beat my mom everyday, there was literally blood from his punches on the floor

One day he shot at her in the house and tried to kill my brother the oldest.

He went to prison got out after mom dropped charges he locked himself in the garage would only cuss at everyone tell everyone to not bother him, he paid the rent with mortgage money that's it would quit job after job.

My mom pays the rent meanwhile the guy collects debt from smoking he doesn't talk to the family my mom has bought groceries, clothes on our backs, money for phones and the only one that talks also cooks

So the guy keeps up with his macho act both sons left. He has been aggressive towards me now that I'm an adult

My mother bought Vodka for covid disinfectant but I think he's found it because he's acting wrong

I'm tired of the abuse like they say look into someone's eyes when I see his eyes it's evil

He's cheated on my mom

I don't know why she can't communicate why she can't confront him to not treat his children like that

Ask him why he doesn't talk why doesn't he help raise us instead of smoking cigarettes all day

Anyways I'm 20s I have no license, don't know how to drive and I want to leave go to a new state if possible how do I get a new start what state city or town do you recommend I'm just tired of the mental abuse

What do I need to leave