If you were 18+ where would you live or go?

My bf passed away I moved in with my parents but my father his attitude and its like he glares at me he doesn't talk just grunts

So I want to leave I can catch a bus or flight I have a toddler, I just want to leave where would I go how would I find a job, place to live . I know Christmas is around the corner

my boy is energetic I stayed with family but because of his energy it wasn't a good fit and with friends I don't want to bother them

what should I do