I just need to vent

This year has taken a huge toll on me emotionally and mentally. I had been unemployed because of the tornado (I live in Nashville Tennessee) and then because of COVID. I’m back at work now, but we’re barley clawing our way back to keeping our place open. I’ve just been in this mental state of wanting to give up on everything. My job, my profession and even my marriage. My marriage is fine, and we’re doing good, I’m just in a bad head space, where I want to give up on everything and just not look back. I don’t think I’m the only one who feels this way, but I just want to get out how I’ve been feeling this whole year. It’s been an atrocious year