Do I panic or just keep calm

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Soooo I’m a mom of 2 girls (6 & 2) and I wanted a son sooooo bad I decided to try again and oh boy was I crazy to do that my family 4 went to 7 (step son included) (since I was told my math was “off”) and I must say I’m shocked

Any tips moms with twins for a FTTM ( first time twin mom)

Edit - But now I’m gonna be a family of 2 kids + twins + me = 5

we broke up so it’s just me and my 4 kids alone 🤷🏾‍♀️