So I met this guy at 4pm on Tuesday. We met for dinner at 6:15. It was my first dinner date and it went well! At 7:30 he asked me back to his place. Meanwhile I had already turned on location sharing with my most trusted friend. I agreed because I wanted to talk more personally and I’d already said on bumble that Netflix and chill wasn’t acceptable to me. We sit and watch Designated Survivor for all of 20 minutes and he asked to kiss me. I kissed him. Then he asks if I wanted to switch positions. I thought for cuddling. We laid down and he started moving fast. Hand down my tights and fingering. I barely had a moment to say I was a virgin. We slowed down and talked. He’s small and I did HJ/BJ. He only asked consent for penetration. One minute and he has to pull out. I stayed till 9:30 am and we agreed to wait for more sex. He said he wasn’t afraid of exclusivity. However he found out his visa extension was denied so he’s getting deported. I’m kinda relieved now? This was my 3rd time socializing during Covid. I felt like virginity was a burden. I was wearing granny panties bc I figured we agreed not to have sex. Never again on the 1st date 😫 I wanted a good virginity story so bad. Turned out he was aggressive but also affectionate which calmed me at the time