Masturbating sucks

So sometimes when my fiancé and I aren’t intimate I go masturbate. Well I’ve done it and it fucking sucks. I’ve tried porn and using a toy, but it doesn’t give me that out of body feel good orgasm. My fiancé fingers me and it feels like my soul is lifted when I orgasm.

Orgasms feel better with him than a toy. I only do it because I respect him and will try to take care of myself. I don’t even get that wet with the toy anyway.

He does it better though😻

No no toys really does anything for me 🤷🏽‍♀️.

I rather not waste money buying things that barely get me off😂