Hello! I want to ask you guys something that’s making me stress, is a little long but I do really need help!

I know my bf 1 year and a half ago. He was married in his past relationship, he had a 5 year relationship with her. he’s younger than me, he’s just 21, now) he got diverted because the girl cheated on him multiple times and he just didn’t want to continue. When I met him he had almost EVERYTHING of his past relationship (I met him one month and half after he got divorced) he had cards, letters, the ring (on the closet), pictures... etc... I didn’t like that and to make it short, we had A LOT of arguments because of his ex because I always felt less than her in his life 😭

He got me a brazalet some time ago and sometimes he forget to wear it (nos rupee offer but sometimes) and I asked him if it ever happened with the ring with her and he said “I don’t remember it was a long time ago and I don’t know if I did or not” and it makes me feel that he just doesn’t want to tell me that he didn’t forget and I think is because the ring is more special than just the brazalete. Also, I have been wanting to have a ring with him (not of marriage or anything just like a ring) and I told him (wich kinda sucked because he had it with her without her asking him) and he said “oh yes yes, when we feel ready to have one” I hate that because I feel that he just doesn’t want to do that with me and now, if we do that is because I SAID IT! I feel less than his ex in a lof of aspects... he also had a tattoo with her name and omg is just a lot of things.

I’m sorry if I feel stupid but I’m feeling so bad right now and I would like to read your opinion about this! 😭

(I’m sorry for my english btw, is not my first language)