Possible trigger..

Worst nightmare became reality today... my daughter is exclusively breastfed and today was her appointment for her 4 month shot. I have been pretty darn proud of myself because she's been eating. I didn't produce with my son. So it was a huge achievement for me. I had ppd because I felt like I failed him from not being able to feed him.. fast forward to today, the doctor walked in and said "she's not gaining enough weight " showing me the chart.. my heart dropped. Truly the worst thing to hear is that I failed not just one but both of my kids...

I'm truly heartbroken right now 💔... im sorry for wasting your time 😔. Have a blessed day 🙏