Just needed a moment to let out my frustration!

During covid we had a gender reveal and we were able to be blessed with a little bit of stuff for our baby ! Back in August! We moved into a new home with more space ! My job re-opened so I was working good hrs everything seemed like we were getting back on track ! Then hrs began to cut for my husband in construction. Then my hours got cut down in November to only working 8 hrs a week ! We were making just enough to pay for bills and food an rent ! We got the chance to buy our baby little outfits when ever we had extra money ! But now entering December it’s all going down hill ! My job is completely closing on the 18th of this month ! My baby showers got canceled specially because my husband’s family got covid and my family don’t want to go out of there homes . Both where drive-by babyshower! We barely have enough. We have no crib , no stroller! I’m currently feeling like I’m nesting cus I’m preparing for her ! But it’s so hard not to cry and have mental breakdowns when you feel so helpless because there’s not enough to supply for a baby 😭😓

Thank you if you read this it means a lot ! Please pray for me so God makes a miracle 🙌🏻🙏🏼 I’m due january 11th but doctor said since it’s my second baby she can come weeks earlier and that’s where the pressure begins 😩