Just want to ramble a bit❤️

WOW! 🥰 Ok, so, a couple years ago, my late husband and I went to the movies and saw a preview for the movie Searching. He really wanted to see it (and I did too.)

Well, I saw that it was available to watch for free on On Demand. And it is little moments like what I’m about to tell you, that drive my faith.

I clicked on the picture of the movie to read the summary and refresh my mind on what it’s about. As I’m reading, I’m multi tasking with cutting felt out to make my son a Buddy the Elf doll. And jokingly, I said out loud (mind you, it’s 4am, no one else is awake) “It would be awesome if you hit play for me.”

I was talking to my late husband.

Sounds crazy, but when you lose someone that close, you do what you have to, to feel close to them again. Even if you feel crazy doing so.

Well... I was cutting out the rest of the yellow felt and the movie just STARTS PLAYING. It’s on my old laptop, so no voice commands are on it.

Also, one of the main characters had a similar name to his late grandmother. I just... I wish there was a way I could hug his spirit or energy or soul or whatever. I hope he knows how much I love him and how much I miss him. And how thankful I am for his little hints that he’s still with me. 🥰😭❤️