Hi everyone! I didn't even know this group existed, and hopefully I can be honest here. I tried to get pregnant for 6 years. 3 iuis and multiple medicated cycles. Nothing. 2 years ago was a really hard time for me. I got grief counseling, which helped a ton and gradually got excited for planning a life of traveling and adventure for hubby and I. Even started a savings! Welp. Recently found out that I am pregnant! 8 weeks currently. Don't get me wrong I am thrilled most part, but I feel sad a lot because I got really excited for those other things! Am I crazy? I feel crazy. Maybe I was just so used to hearing no about pregnancy, that I'm afraid to get excited? What is wrong with me?? This was all I wanted for so long and cared so much that it almost caused a divorce! I shouldn't feel like this! Any advice/help???