💋This is a huge post for me right now at this current moment 🤰🏽, but I have been trying for another baby since my last (m/c) which was just after Christmas but I had found out I lost my poor angel in November. 😔

💋I had left my last partner due to depression and lack of communication after losing our angel , which greatly tore me and my partner apart making me feel like there was never going to be a feel of the happiness again that me and him once had .

💋But over this year with the pandemic which happened straight after my breakup and yess all you sisters would be able to relate🤷🏽‍♀️ but we all know that the pandemic made us do some self healing and a lot of time to meditate on the past, present and future of what we had and want for ourselves now .

💋As for me it changed my whole view on my worth and what goals I had for my self ... I no longer wanted to be loved in a intimate way nor want the intimacy, I decided I wanted nothing from no one and grew a wee bit bitter towards men ... not realising that I was blocking my self from such beautiful spirits out there 🙄.

💋 I found myself unaware and sound attracted to this amazing man without even speaking to him , his soul and presence made me feel that feeling I thought I once lost I felt a feeling of stability( if you knew me I’m a stubborn female 😂😂 that has the attitude of I don’t need no Mann 🤣) so this was huge for me and bonding with him and recreating my happiness but alll long story aside he gave me my rainbow baby and gave me the excitement of being a mumma again . I’m 2 weeks and 3 days it’s still early yes I know anything could happen 🤷🏽‍♀️

But that’s not the point of my post for all those women out there thinking they ain’t worth it all see no light in the tunnel with what ever your going through there is always a breakthrough in the strangest way known 🤔 and always love yourself and try heal your self as much as possible so when those rough times pop up you will be ready for anything ❤️