It’s been 3 days since I’ve had our 3rd child, and it hurts me more and more to know you haven’t even called or sent a text to even see her pretty innocent face... In the hospital I thought I’d be okay, and I thought that I’d come out strong but in all reality I am broken, shattered, whatever you name it.. How could someone be so heartless? I constantly go back to the day where you told me it’ll be best to give our 3rd child up for adoption so that your girlfriend doesn’t leave you but your forgetting you left me while pregnant to be with her, I can’t wrap my mind around it 💔 how can you be so cruel to take care of our other babies but not her all because of a woman? Today I came home from the hospital with her and I cried because I just know it’s not fair to her, she deserve a dad too... I don’t know what to do 💔