Okay so i feel like I’m literally dying I even cry 😢 because I feel anxiety sex is an important thing for me and I was seeing my fuck biddy but he is always busy and no masturbation well I do everyday sometimes twice a day or 3 but it’s not the same as a real penis 😥😥😥😥 this has me so depressed and always in a bad mood I barely go out. I can’t sleep every night I can’t I feel like I can’t even breath sometimes I get desperate. I literally feel like I don’t know what I’m going to do like I been looking for men to do it with but some love far from me and it’s just all going bad for me. Like damn is it to much to ask to be and feel satisfied I broke up with a person that barely gave me any sex I have a fuck buddy but he is always working we barely do it. I use toys I could barely feel complete satisfaction. I’m too depressed over this I barely even go to family reunion I just stay in bed because I feel like my life is ruined my sex life is ruined I feel like feels like I’m going insane