I’ve noticed that sex has become more painful when I have more than one session in a day. I can handle once or twice but when it becomes three times it’s painful. Idk sex has always been accompanied by pain for me I guess I just don’t have the best relationship with sex and idk if I ever will. It’s traumatic forcing myself to go through pain every time but I’m supposed to be enjoying it yet I’m in pain.

I also experience vaginal dryness like desert dry. It’s because I’ve been having sex more frequently and tbh I probably have a low libido. I rarely masturbate or feel the urge to. It’s like I have to go awhile without sex before I start to feel desire again. My bf is the opposite and it puts a strain on our relationship because he pushes for sex but I tend to reject it.

He gets upset with me and idk what to do. I’m afraid he’ll find someone else who doesn’t have issues with sex. I just feel bad I can’t be sexual as much as he wants me to be.