Trying to stay positive

Ugh well another close friend just announced they were pregnant. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for them but I can’t help being super bummed.

We just had a failed transfer at the end of November and started another cycle for an ERA at the end of the month.

It’s just getting harder and harder to stay positive with the process when so many people I know are announcing pregnancies around me. It’s also really hard to show that I’m happy for people when they announce it which I totally am! But every time I hear it it’s like a punch in the gut. And I really would like a glass of wine but I’m not sure that’s a good idea. 😭

Ugh. Sorry for the rant. I know you guys understand the feeling.