TTW who’s with me?! I need positivity‼️

Who else feels doubtful after your fertile week?? I want to feel excited and giddy but there’s a part of me that feels like maybe we didn’t bd enough 😔 we want to get pregnant so bad after we lost our first peanut in August. We’ve only been trying for 2 months and last month I was so hopeful and confident I was pregnant but my AF came 3 days early. I think I might have had a chemical. This month I feel we did better, I feel like we should bd maybe 1 more time but my husband has a bad back and he hasn’t been feeling well recently. I feel bad for even asking him but I feel extremely lucky we did it as many times this month considering he’s been in pain. I just hope and pray this is our month!!! 👶🏼✨🌈💕 i use two different apps so I’m not sure which one is more accurate but I definitely ovulated yesterday, I could tell, so we bd. Who else is with me?? ❤️❤️