I’m pregnant with my first. Things have been bumpy this past year with my high school sweetheart who I am not in a relationship with at the moment. I’m 23 and being the oldest girl of 4 of my siblings I’ve been told since a young age I’d be a real good momma. I even feel it in my heart that I will be. BUT it’s the financial part that I’m scared of. I work 2 jobs and I was about to quit one of them until Covid hit and it made me lose hours at both so now it evens out working both. I grew up with divorced parents and I don’t want that for my baby. I don’t want to take maternity pics without a wedding ring. I don’t want to put my baby in daycare so soon because I have to head back to work ASAP. It is very hard for me to ask for help. I’ve been financially supporting myself since I was 15. Kicked out at 18. Leased my own car with no co signed at 19. I’m afraid I won’t be able to give my baby the lifestyle it deserves. I definitely don’t want to get an abortion because this really is a blessing. (No I haven’t told the baby father yet)