Not sure what I’m looking for. My husband has been verbally abusing me for YEARS. I get scared when he comes home, I get scared when he walks down the stairs, I’m scared 24/7. Not of being hit- but just do the emotional and verbal abuse. He has Covid and is blaming me- I don’t have Covid 🤷🏻‍♀️. Anyways the pst few days have been hard and he literally just said to me “your a piece of shit, I hope you die”.

This isn’t even the worst of it but I’m just sitting here like god damn I hate this man more than anyone I have ever met in my whole life. I hate him beyond. And I’m married to him. The LAST thing I want to do it start my life over. I’m in such a bad place and just need a friend 😔